Two Weeks

Two Weeks.....what does it even mean?

Yesterday as talked to God about my current situation and dreams, those words came to mind "Two Weeks."

Two weeks what God? Two Week notice? In Two Weeks things will change? Two Weeks?

He did not answer, but two weeks has stuck. Today, I heard prepare.

Ok, I can do that. I think.

How do you prepare for that which you have no idea what you are preparing for?

So today, I started doing things that I have had on my mind these last couple of weeks, or months rather. Prepare. Things like take my Lego flower bouquet home, after all I have been wanting to try something different with it. Also, take my Lego Infinity Gauntlet home, because it will look better on my shelf with the Avenger stuff. Catch up at work, start moving mountains again. I have extreme fatigue with that thought, but if God asks that of us, he will give us the strength to conquer.

This morning God and I spoke of me needing a full set of plans like He gave Noah when he tasked him with building the Ark. But God does not work like that always. I feel He gives us steps, sometimes small, sometimes great, but He still gives them. It is just up to us to listen and expectantly look for them. These moments are what brings us closer to God. In a world and life where we have so much begging for our attention, it is hard to listen and focus on Him. We try and our heart is int he right place, but we fall short more times than not. Here is what I do know. God still loves us and cares for us. He is always there with open arms for when we fall. To hold our hand and guide us. My prayer is to never let go of that hand.

I imagine a child holding on to her father's hand, feeling the calluses, for those hands have seen labor and have worked hard. Her side touching the leg of his pants and feeling the warmth radiating from him as she draws closer to his side. For the path before her is unknown, uncertain, but he knows the way, so she holds tightly, trusting the Father.

"The steps of a man are established by the LORD, And He delights in his way." Psalms 37:23